Happy Birthday, Fatso!
Tonight, I gave myself an early surprise birthday present: I stepped on a scale. I am now, for the first time ever, officially overweight. Happy Birthday/New Year’s, you big cow!
For 2011, I’m going to lose 20 and 11 pounds. That’s the goal. We’ll see. I’ve never really lost weight before, but then again, before I was 21, I was underweight and couldn’t gain a pound no matter what I did.
Eff, this is NOT going to be easy, but it absolutely needs to be done. I’m so ashamed that I just watched my slender body expand to this size over the years, fully expecting it to either stop or reverse itself on its own. Soooo stupid.
